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I was fine.
You were fine.
Both of us were fine.

I don't really understand, why?
Why it doesn't tear my heart?
Why it doesn't even cross in my mind?

Am I numb?
Am I?

You told me everything's gonna be okay.
Everything's gonna be fine.
And why did I believe?

I was okay.
You were okay.
Both of us were okay.

So why did you come, anyway?
Ruined everything you touch?
Ruined everything I've built?

And said everything's gonna be fine?
Everything's gonna be okay?
You're such a liar.
Even though it makes you a good storyteller.

But I don't want this kind of story.
And I'm so sorry
Because I know I'm not fine nor okay.
Not even close.

So stop.
Please stop saying everything's gonna be fine and okay.
Because you don't even know what fine is.
And I'm not okay with this.

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