2021 [caution: may contains lots of negativities & grammatical errors]
It's 2021 and it's weird. Nothing feels right. Nothing has changed. UUuuuugggGGGGHHHhhhhhh. I hate everything about 2020. There was nothing but regrets when I tried to look back. Okay, I may not being fair. 2020 was definitely a bitch but I had fun too, sometimes. BUT the point is 2020 is not on my 20 top list of my favorite years (I'm currently 21 and that says a lot). How do I put it in words? I feel like I have failed everyone and most importantly my self and MOI in 2020. With all of Rona Madness going on, I know 2020 was a tough one. But it wasn't only though for me, it was a bitch for everyone else too. Then why was I so affected? Why was I that affected? Why couldn't I adapt like everyone else too? Why couldn't I just shrugged it off then got my shit together? What made me so anxious and weak to even function properly? I was so ashamed to even talk about it to my family and friends because I didn't (and still don't) know what actually bothered me a...