idungkulitayam

I know there's gotta be something wrong with me.  I feel like I am no longer my self in the past few months. My friends always said that I'm a happy-go-lucky,  half-full-glass, yellow and sunflower type of person, and I didn't disagree. But now, I feel like I haven't met that 'me' since a long time ago. I spend most of my days in grayish blur and I'm so tired of talking to people . I find this one especially weird because I used to talk nonstop and I found joy in it. I feel anxious and restless almost every night, I have such a hard time to fall asleep, and waking up in the morning sucks that I immediately want to sleep again. I can't talk about this to anyone else because, what if this happens to everyone else too? Everyone is struggling in this difficult time and situation and I don't want to add something to their plates. I know this sounds so dramatic, even for me. Gosh, I just wish this too shall pass.